10:01 p.m. - Monday, Dec. 18, 2006
quiz thing
sigh im bored. with nothing to do.. im seriously thanking God for the job .. if not i'll be like whining and rotting at home or smth..

ok so here's a quiz i took from tristan's blog.

1 If you were a colour, what colour would you be?
hmm.. depends on wad shape i'll be when i turn into it.. if i remain human, den a reali nice tan bronzish colour. if i lose all form and just become a colour.. i'd be white cuz white light is a mixture of everything.. and when shone into something and internal reflection takes place, i'll be split into all the diff colours! =)

2 What would you consider as your second home?
uh.. the earth.. my house? haha.. we're just passing by in the earth, our true home is heaven. at least i believe that is for me..

3 Which part of Paris would you most want to visit?
huh.. my geog isnt very good you know.. lol. uh.. dunno. i guess whatever ppl/the tourist agency recommends lor..

4 Which storybook character can you relate to most?
i dont read much seriously.. so mebbe i'll fall back on marykateandashley, sweetvalley and the well-known disney fairy tales! i guess i can relate to many characters cuz a person is complex.. so like pieces of me match pieces of them..

5 Which movie character can you relate to most?
haha.. same ans as above?

6 Which century do you think you really belong in?
huh.. here? i think im super pampered and will have no idea how i'll survive with matchmaking and no cars and movies and stuff

7 If you had the ability to visit another planet, which one would it be?
hmm.. pluto! haha. im thinking it to be bluish a bit purple..

8 What makes your best friend so wonderful be with?
i want a guy best fren! actually i dont realli have a best fren ya? like girl bestbestest fren.. uh.. he/she must make me feel as if i can be totally myself and we can just talk and talk and talk and talk and enjoy each other's company.. and of course if he is a guy.. girl-guy relationships cannot interfere cuz den it would ruin the thingy. den i might as well call my boyfren my best fren and vice versa ya?

9 Which one of your vacations meant the most to you?
uh.. actually i can think of 2.. haah. the US trip wif family when i was 7 and the Aust trip dis yr

10 It's the end of the world. What one person do you save?
huh.. i want to save all the non-Christians.. haha. and den let the end of the world come and we'll all go to heaven and live happily ever after

11 If you were another species, what would you be?
UM.. seriously. i dont wanna be w/o a spirit and also get kicked arnd by humans.. i seriously dont know.. but not insects.. ok at least i think they are creepy..

12 What is the primary thing that makes you who you are?
uh.. dunno.. my cuteness! lol. cuz most aqquintances think im cute! ^^ lol.. ego.. no lah. i seriously dunno

13 If you were to serve someone [of your choice], whom would you serve?
those i love

14 What does hatred mean to you?
um.. in my dictionary..? the total opposite of love. which is hard to define. and i will not harbour hatred for anyone on earth.. yupp.. when i say i hate someone.. i acty mean dislike lah. not hate

15 What, above all else, makes you happy?
spending time wif the ppl i love care abt, and knowing they are happy wif me and dat i can help dem and make dem happy.. ok so corny and standard txt bk ans. but it's true....

16 Who, above all else, makes you happy?
uh.. ppl i love? God?

17 What provokes your anger?
uh.. loud provoking tone of voice. um. alot of things actually... if you kow me well den you'll know dat all the little little things add up and get to me. not just one thing can make men angry angry lah. unless it's BIG.

18 Why do you believe in your religion?
YAR. if not i wouldnt take it as my religion...

19 If you could, what colour would you paint the sky?
purple pink.. you know dat BEAUTIFUL colour the sky turns to at dusk or dawn.. awwwww

20 Look at world around you. Are you significantly different?
everyone's diff rite

21 Are you really your own person?
im diff arnd everyone i guess.. i dont even know wat my own person is.. i guess everything adds up?

22 Do you feel that your friends have to approve who you date?
uh.. sort of lah. i mean. date mah.. like date means beginning when the relationship isnt too deep yet..

23 Who do you associate with?
uh.. ppl arnd me?

24 Are you disappointed when you and your friends have different views?
hmm.. no i guess.. mabbe pek cek if i try to make dem look at it my way..

25 How about when you share the same opinions?
disappointed.. actually i'll feel like suprised happy.. yupp.

26 If you could ruin someone's life, which would you choose to hurt?
someone i hate. which on this earth dont exist?

27 If you were to make someone's life better, who would you help?
everyone who needs help? a little here a little dere the world would be a happier place

28 How is an abuser also a victim?
uh.. when the person does it to himself? or to soemone dat matters to him and hurts him indirectly?

29 If you met a true psychotic, would you ever take them seriously?
if wat the person sayd makes sense den ya i guess.. but how would u ever you if the person was a TRUE psychotic

30 If you ever met a major depressive, would you try to help?
mmhmm -beams-

31 If you met a sociopath, what would you do?
uh.. wat's a sociopath? heh.

32 If you met an addict, would you try to get them treated?
uh huh.. -beams again-

33 If your best friend asked you to try a drug, what would you think?
best friend arh.. nope.. i'll den try my ways and means, counsel/pray
for the person.. haha

34 How is life like a jar of pickles?
pickles?!? no idea.. it's sour? i dunno.. lol. ooohh.. mebbe.. it's sour and horrible yet ppl still preserve it and want to live longer.. haiya dunno lah

35 How is the wealthy unfortunate?
wealthy in wat you must ask.. cuz for me i always believe one person cannot have EVERYTHING. so if dat person is wealthy in something den he must be lacking in smth else? unless what he is wealthy in is love and happiness den i dont think he is unfortunate at all.. haha

36 What is the greatest wisdom?
onli God knows

37 What is the best thing in the entire world?
wat you mean by best? sigh.. bague words..

38 If you could make someone's life miserable, how would you do so?
um.. try to duo zou all the stuff den means alot to him.. i guess

39 If you could make someone's life better, what would you do to help?
pray. and be there..

40 What do you wish to say the world?
John 3:16.. =)

4:08 p.m. - Friday, Dec. 15, 2006
usher retreat
shant go into all the details abt the usher retreat.. just dat it was super fufilling (the spiritual part) and i got to know a little bit more abt the woodlands ushers.. and more abt tampines ushers.. esp jacq, sam and eunice =) ok. so nothing much.. dint sleep much..oooh i learnt how to make like 5 dishes! so mebbe nxt time my husband wun suffer.. haha, but some girls dere were saying their husbands must be a chef.. lol. dunneed chef lah i guess.. if not no luxury go posh restaurant eat, alwaes eat at home.. but must know how to cook.. haha

anyway, i learnt how to make pohpiah, honeydew sago, french toast, some stir fied potato with cheese and mixed vege and ham and cheese omelette!. haha. the usher leaders (at least tam side) are great cooks..

of course i learnt alot abt God and spiritual stuff.. and the song they chose as theme song realli spoke to me..

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Bridge:
Not because of who I am,
But because of what You've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who You are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

mmm.. yupp.. so liddat lor.. sigh too lazy to blog much..

10:51 p.m. - Friday, Dec. 08, 2006
\"i dont agree\" & Christmas wishlist
ok.. shant blog too much today.. cuz i'll prolly end up bitching if i would be blogging abt work lah..

well.. rmbr i said there are 2 supervisors but one's horrible.. now u btoh also dont like. sigh.. i came up with a new theory!

and i think my dad has alot of wisdom.. yupp.. he was talking abt agreemen and all sins would be considered a sin bcos of disagreement.. like theft would be theft if the other person dint agree to allow you to have it for free.. and adultery would not be adultery if society and ur spouse allowed u to sleep wif another person.

anyway. i realised i dont like many ppl bcos i just dont agree wif them. take for example my supervisor, i feel she's very si ban, like not flexible you know? we open at 11 but the customer wanted to come in at 1030+.. i allowed them to sit down and told dem cannot order until 11, but i'll check if they could order drinks.. den she nagged and scolded me. say we onli opened at 11.. haha, den the customer saw and praised me and stuff.. and den she told me "she scolded you arh? dont worry i told her alrdy, anyway this is just ur part time job right.. just gain experience but wat you did was right" HAHA.. ok. anyway.. after the customer like praised me to her, she went back to me and NAGGED. and she said all the stuff which i did and made it seem like i dint know dat and it was all she taught me.. SEH BO.

ok anyway.. she said b4 she wont scold you if u're doing stuff well.. but she got zi ge to scold if she does stuff worse than us meh? she told us to know the table numbers well.. and everytime the customer changed table she would say the wrong table number. SEH BO

haii..and she's very hypocritical. like she said dont tell me no time.. but she would hand everything to you.. "bang wo zuo, hen mang" o.O sigh.. den she told me off for helping the bar counter today.. like i brought down the washed cups.. the 2 bar ppl were busy.. so i help dem stack.. it wasnt busy and there were my other collegues standing arnd cann.. and i was like.. just help dem stack finish lah! if not messy also you complain.. den i just continued stacking faster of course.. den she was like.. why you all so stubborn wan.. but i realised. stubborn means you want ur own way.. so the person who said it prolly wants her own way too.. so its pot calling the kettle black.. SIGH.

ok.. im bitching.. but im just staing all teh stuff she did which i dont agree wif. SIGH

anyway.. gd stuff at work.. a customer praised me. haha. uh.. wad else.. i made my own drink thingy.. the chief chefs were super nice. and jing ying (collegue) told me she was gg church this sunday.. im happy for her.. but couldnt show it cuz i was too mad at the supervisor. seriously xw wants good service? dey should hire tip top supervisors can.. like observe dem and train dem and like do staff appraisal.. tell you the 2 managers would prolly fail.. by me at least

ok. anyway. after dat i went out wif mom and sis. shopped for fondue. at NTUC. my sis was chaoing abt her mag and wanting to go home to catch her drama. so anyway.. my maid came to fetch her home and carry the stuff we bought home and me and my mom went shopping for her fren's ROM ceremony.. haah.. quite nice lah. =) and i was telling her abt my Christmas list.. since she wanted to get me smth.

so in case any of u want to get anything for me =) and to save you all the trouble.. here's my list!

1)Levi's jeans
2)the top i saw at Vivo which zw made me try on and im still thinking abt it. if you want to buy it can ask him.. heh
3)gg out/shoes for sch nxt yr. like puma/adidas sneakers or smth
4)bag. like the puma one aud has for nxt yr.
5)waterbottle
6)more pants (like 3 quarts)
7)a new hp!
8)French manicure set

aiya.. cannot think liao lah. think already den i write somemore.
ok.. meanwhile.. tata

6:46 p.m. - Wednesday, Dec. 06, 2006
take us back!
ok, havent realli have time to blog cuz have been working alot lately.. anyway.. been wanting to blog abt this quite long liao.. i'm so glad and realli thank God dat i dint miss cell and spdlite last sunday.. im quite sure that it was meant for me. =)

anyway. i have been feeling very spiritually dry and bothered and stuff and super far away from God. but dat Sunday was special.. we had no lesson dat cell session. it was purely a prayer session for SOS. anyway, it was like we all stood in a circle and norman led prayer.. den he was like if you got anyway to pray for and say adn stuff liddat.. just say.. i tell you, if he did dat last time, very few ppl would have spoken.. but this time.. almost everyone opened up.. and alot wanted the cell to grow closer. =) anyway.. i knew i had to pray for us to draw back closer to God.. adn it's like when i started praying.. i started shaking like dunno wad.. it felt like nervousness but i know its not just dat.. yuppp.. so dat was life changing enuff.. and the sermon was helpful too.. =)

the cell went ikea after service but i dnit go.. went siglap to celebrate my dad's bdae. went cartel to eat icecream.. den went to work till 12.. mmhmm. the nxt day my shift was 6-11.. so went out wif cell in the afternoon.. wanted to spend time wif zw b4 he leaves for the US the nxt day.. so had like brunch wif him.. mmhmm.. den we played uno in the bus and took photos.. tim wanted to cycle to changi point.. he's crazy can..and acc him he does dat EVERYDAY!!! almost lah.. lol.. from east coast to like tamp safra dere can
crazy lah. haha.. jo bladed and we all rode. i wanetd someone pillion me wan lor.. hmph.. anyway.. it was rather nice. we dint go all teh way lah. cuz no time we dilly dally take photos and everything.. haha. i think our cell's gonna be super close..

anyway thank God i can make it for usher retreat.. now have to pray im gg dere for the right reasons.. i think im sorta am la.. wanna fellowship and get spiritually touched.. mhmm.. anyway im quite happy today lah. work went nubbad learnt how to make the snow ice dessert thingy. =) so nxt time if anyone wants to come visit me.. order dat! den i make for u. lol. =)

7:56 p.m. - Wednesday, Nov. 29, 2006
tai tais vs aunties
ok, the title may seem very class discriminatory but i was just mulling over their definations to me in the bus. and seriously, i associate tai tais wif good stuff and aunties wif bad stuff. heh.

ok, before that bus ride, i went to work at abt 12.. had quite a fun time cleaning and preparing the place wif my colleagues.. haha. they are nice ppl can. ok anyway, today the manager that was arnd from 12 to 2 was the one i dont realli like.. ok acty i roll my eyes wif every (almost) sentence or order she gives.. oh well, not dat she's very competant or anything, still got kinda scolded by the boss.. but cuz they work quite long tgtr liao so dey dont take it to heart ba.

ok, anyway, acty parttimers wun supposed to come today lah.. the other manager sorta thot i was full time.. anyway, since only she was around, and she wasnt even the one dat asked me to come today.. she like gave dat very 'auntie' buai song face and said like u're not supposed to come.. must be you all ting cuo.. oO but my colleagues they all heard dat she asked me to come.. haha, yay i have nice colleagues.

anyway, couldnt stand her lah, den the other manager came den said she mistook me for full time.. and apologised. and she sorta like got into an argument wif the other one abt stuff.. oh well. i rolled my eyes most of the time she spoke lah. ok im sorry, i know i have to love evryone and stuff but oh well.

so left early lor. den called ppl up find smth to do. zw dint pick up leanne got stuff on diane not at home so cannot go her hse aud dint pick up nor reply oO yuhui shopping for black pants bea in tamp library.. so i went to find her.. and on dat bus ride.. i associated aunties wif that manager i dint like.. like always chou mei ku lian think they are right, and always think young ppl are wrong kinda thing..

i know ppl usually associate aunties wif like class and poorer ppl.. and tai tais are those who live in super beeg hse and play mah jong all day. but i think there is mroe to class than just money.. a person can be SUPER rich but still have horrible mannerisms and stuff.. you still call her/him classy? yupp.. aiya.. tai tai and aunty just terms which i find now to express wad i mean.. i might think of another name to call them.. and since calling ppl bi**h is not nice. i think i'll call ppl wif unreasonable actions and stuff aunty .. yupp. so it isnt vulgar and i just mean, you need to up ur politeness and stuff..

ok, back to my day.. i met bea and we walked arnd looking for a wallet.. then we just sui ji ying bian say wanna go my hse bake pretzels.. budden come my hse all she did was play sims 2.. and looked at photos in the rewind and velvet cd.. her com's down lor.. super sad lah. haha

anyway, she said i pao de milo very nice! dat made me happy =) after she played sims 2 we watched she's the man lor.. and channing tatum is hot lah. bea thinks jonathan sadowski (paul) is shuaier.. btu no lah. bea just search his name and he's so not shuai.. onli in teh show lah. but i want a best fren like him in the show.. haha. anyway, it's so horrible dat hollywood.. you can kiss a lot of ppl and it's ok.. i mean isnt it like a personal thing wif emotions attached? and i tell you.. wah seh. amanda bynes is like seh lah. she fake kiss robert hoffman (justin) and real hot kiss make out channing tatum (duke) in the show.. oh well. at least she can tell who's hotter. =) even tho in some angles robert hoffman is shuaier than channing tatum. ooohh.. anyway.. my bro's team got champ! haha. in the VAS under 13 competition.. his other team.. as in also shss team got 4th.. haha. 2nd was xinmin and 3rd was shuqun.. yay. let's pray he plays as first team in nxt yr's competition. cuz acc. him dere will be changes to his first team..

8:34 p.m. - Tuesday, Nov. 28, 2006
my first day of my first job
yay, i start work today.. haha, thanky zw for peiing me to work. anyway, when i got dere i xia dao can.. the manager wasnt like very nice.. and i still dont realli like her.. but xing hao got 2 and the other one's nubbad lah.

yupp. i dont rmbr any sgpreans acty.. only like 2 who came for job interview today.. and the first lang dere is like CHINESE! everyone's names were all chinese names, cept the managers which all looked above 30? heh. at first i gave dem my chinese name cuz so weird mah, everyone have chinese name den i eng, but in the end i gave up den now dey call me amanda. yay! ahh.. oh no, i cant speak chinese well can, and all the briefings and lectures were all in chinese! cuz of the many malaysians and prcs lah. sigh. even the service training was in Chinese!

anyway, wad did i do today at work? hmm, first i changed into my uniform.. which is maroonish red tee plus black pants and shoes and a waist apron.. yupp.. ok i dint look horrible in it so thank God. yupp.. the decor was nice.. wad i did nxt was stand arnd looking for smth to help out wif, adjust legs of shaky tables, arrange tables and chais and remove plastic bags off the quite modern red comfy chairs.. den we had a briefing, and dey allow onli chinese and j pop music to be played i think.. like when the cafe is opened. lol. but it wasnt dat bad lah, the first song was fa ru xue (so pearlyn can) and the nxt was smth by jj i think. aiya the songs were generally nice. after break they taught us how to serve plates and cups, and den we had lunch. rice + some meat mixed wif mei cai i think which was suprisingly nice + scrambled oiniony eggs. haha, nubbad lah.

after dat the head chef went thru the menu.. realli quickly tho.. oh well. den the lady in charge of teh beverage dessert bar went thru the beverages adn desserts.. in a way i culd understand cuz she couldnt spk chinese dat well.. haha

after dat was break again and den dis lady from the pr department or smth gave us a 2 and a half hr course on service. lol. and she kept picking on me cuz i was the youngest can. sigh. and she thinks i need to drink ji jing.. and she recommended brands. oO lol, she was nice lah, young, and she wore a low cut shirt can.. like not low cut low cut but she just dint button all the way to the top.. oh well. and den there was once she was recounting an incident which the customer kept scolding vulgarities and she actually said them. oO. i was kinda weirded out, but i guess she thinks it's ok..

yupp. my colleagues are nice, even tho they all generally spk zhong guo or malaysiany chinese to me and i more often than not i think, say "huh" to wat they said. but dey were nice. haha. =))

yupp, after the 2 and a half hour course which she kept picking on me, like ask me to role play and i failed miserably and am praying dayt i will be assigned to the bar so i can spend my day scooping ice cream, making desserts and pao-ing coffee and tea.. ya after dat, we arranged the tables and stuff.. and den it was six liao. 8 hours just went by liddat.. and dey all gave me a rather warm farewell.. haha. ok today was nubbad.

10:26 p.m. - Monday, Nov. 27, 2006
finding black pants
yay, today's climbing training was in sch.. finally smth i can climb.. but it wasnt dat easy lah.. it was super super hot lah, the onli thing that kept me gg in the sun was dat i wuld get a tan. yupp.. today's training made me realised dat im actually very pampared, cannot chi qu.. oO

first, i only ran ONE round around the sch non-stop.. sorta, den cannot go on liao.. no determination.. sigh. nxtly, dey actually LAUGHED at me cuz on the rock wall i shouted i wanted to come down cuz the tiles were super hot. den, i needed shoes dat were comfortable so yixiong lemme bring back one of the club shoes, actually the nicest one. yay, i adopted it, shall give it a name some day. and i got my first hand blister today.. and it hurts! acty i realised climbing quite fun lah, and man you team spirit de, like when u're on the rock wall everyone will shout at you to go on and help you and stuff.. =)

and i realised during bathing dat it was acty super bu fang bian to have an injured middle finger.. man, ppl who are disabled in soem way realli very poor thing.

after dat we went parkway wif the team and talked abt alot of 'sick/mature' stuff.. and other stuff lah. ate at kfc, had the fish fillet thing cuz shared buddy meal wif nic. the fish thing was SUPER small lah, fish and co's or long john's so much better can. oh, we all were screaming when we discovered a cockroach.

haha, so we walked thru topshop/man for a while den we headed off to orchard. as in me, xx and nic. walked ALOT i think.. first we went to heeren, and discovered not many shops, den we went to wisma.. dey were looking for prema's bdae prezzie while i was looking for a pair of black pants.. which is very hard to find in orchard.. as in cheap ones lah cuz realli find no use spending SOO much money on smth dat im not head over heels in love wif. and im still thinking abt dat striped gold and cream top zw kindly made me try at vivo and now i want it more.. sigh. but actually dere's alot of stuff i want. like today at far east i was in the trying on clothes mood. so xx picked out this realli nice modern cheong sam top black and white.. i looked nubbad in it lah.. =) sigh.. i want a toga too!! ahhhh

ok, so we zou and zou until 7 liddat den head home.. i went home wif xx cuz nic got parents zai. talk abt one tree hill. lol. anyway when i got down at tamp went speed shoping.. and seriously when i want smth definate i shuld just go tamp look lor. cuz i always end up finding it dere.. and far east's not a bad place to shop for young ppl i just realised.

ok, i was happy when i went home cuz i got my black pants at the shop C.O.A.X. ok not dat it's super branded or wad, it was cheap lah, 23 bucks, applaud me. haha, but dey offered realli good service can.. SUPER RARE LAH. in sgp dat is.. but dont worry everyone, come down to xin wang hong kong cafe from tmr onwards and get super good service from me! =) ok dat sounded wrong. anyway, it's like i tried on a pair and i dint realli like it, so i asked if got hipster or anything.. den dey super re xin wan find everything dat fitted wad i wanted can.. lol.. haha. ok so i got a pair of nice black pants. which i wouldnt have gotten if dey dint recommmend.

6:12 p.m. - Sunday, Nov. 26, 2006
onequiz in a blue moon
ok i found this qquiz on jom tang's blog so i decided to do this since i havent done smth like this in a long time. haiya im acty rather bored lah.
1. First Name? Amanda
2. Were you named after anyone? Dont think so even tho dere are like multitudes of ppl wif the same name as me.
3. Do you wish on stars? no, i pray. cuz it's more probable dat it will come to pass.
4. When did you last cry? forgot.. i quite emo one leh, esp after during dramas/soppy movies.
5. Do you like your handwriting? huh, i just live wif it. not the best but passable in my better days.
6. What is your favorite lunchmeat?
lunch meat? you mean meat dat you eat for lunch arh.. i'll just list meat i like. FISH! grilled salmon's nice, so is steamed fish served like in those restaurant style way. mmm. fish rox. beef's nubbad too..
7. What is your birth date? 2 Aug 1990
8. Mountains or Beach? depends on my mood.. cuz the aust trip to a mountain was nice and i like beaches. havent been to mountains much to compare lor..
9. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you? depends of wat kinda person i am.. personalities and all make a difference.
10. Do you have a journal? this counted? ya. rite?
11. Do you use sarcasm a lot? a bit lah, when i do, ppl tell em i sound like a vs guy.. oO
12. Do you have a nickname? ya
13. Would you bungee jump? uh.. see my mood.
14. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? nah.. lazy's my middle name
15. Do you think that you are strong? wad you mean by strong? character? physically? i think im very dependant.. and weak physically lah, for an exvballer and current rockclimber
16. What is your favourite ice cream flavour? now.. it wuld be TIRAMISU! alcohol makes ice cream nice.
17. Shoe Size? 6-7..
18, What is your least favorite thing about yourself? uh.. dunno?
19. Who do you miss most? now? hmmm...
20. Do you want everyone you send this to, to send it back? im not sending this to anynoe wad
21. What color pants and shoes are you wearing right now? not wearing shoes.. im at home, hellooo! jeans.
22. What are you listening to right now? nothing. i can hear the tv tho, it's currently advert on premier of LOTR on channel 5
23. Last thing you ate? peanut cake. from bdae celebration
24. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? a changeable colour, so i can change acc my mood.
25. What is the weather? fair
27. Last person you talked to on the phone? zw i think
28. Something you notice about the opposite gender? dat dey are so diff from my gender. VERY diff to understand.
29. Do you like the person who sent this to you? it was not sent.
30. Favorite Drink? skillfully made nai cha/lemon tea/soya bean. depends on my mood/cravings
31. What is your favorite sport? kinda miss volley
32. Hair Color? black/very dark brown?
33. Eye Color? very dark brown..
34. Do you wear contacts? no
35. Favorite Food? alot alot.. go out wif me for meals more often and find out if you really wanna know lor.. it changes wif cravings and mood swings.
36. Last Movie You Watched? flushed away, wif sis
37. Favorite Day of the Year? no fave day..
38. Scary Movies or Happy Endings? happy
39. Summer or winter? depends on wad i feel like doing. wish i could control the weather/season you know?
40. Hugs or Kisses? depends on my mood. but i think hugs are more lastable.
41. What Is Your Favorite Dessert? see wad i feel or crave lor.. sigh.. but tiramisu would do!
42. Who Is Most Likely To Respond?
uh.. i think this was meant to be an email lah.
43. Who Is Least Likely To Respond?
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44. Living Arrangements? uh.. wif my dad mom maid bro sis
45. What book are you reading? not reading any.. feel so disintellectual
46. What is on Your Mouse Pad? my mouse?
47. What Did You Watch Last night on TV? dint watch much ystd io think.. too tired.
48. Favorite Sounds? uh, music?
49. What is the furthest you've been from home? my geog is VERY bad.. so i think... USA.
50. What do you admire about yourself? dunno..

5:30 p.m. - Sunday, Nov. 26, 2006
narrative abt my last 2 days
ok i realised i left my com on for abt 7 hours!
ahhh.. cuz forgot to off it when i went to church. ok im always blogging abt ystds huh. anyway, ystd was our dinner nite out at yy's house.. we had teppenyaki. it was also to celebrate yv's very belated bdae. the candles had to indicate 16yr+2mnths. haha.

ok anyway, i went to the gym in the morning with zw and i did quite a lot.. tho i dint ache much, cept my legs oO. haha, i was trying to burn all the fat from my thighs and tummy, but i figured i have to keep gg gym cuz i wuld be building muscle and if i dont keep working out, it is eventually all gg to turn into disgusting lumpy FAT! or cellutite(dunno how to spell). but the ONLI alternative is to run.. which i have great distaste in.

anyway, zw pointed out a few ri and rj ppl, dey all quite hardworking ehh.. anyway i rowed for 10 whole min can.. haha. and i wanted to do the pull up assisstance machine thing but too paiseh.

after dat we went to chong liang. i was like alone in the toilet lah, onli one bathing. but it wasnt dat creepy cuz the gym toilet was nice, just dat there were ALOT of small buggy spidery thingies on the walls and ceilings. kept praynig dey wun come near me. if not i would just have screamed. dey played nice songs, ok stars are blind is catchy.. and rather nice.. but the singer isnt.. ugh.. ok, i was imagining paris singing that song to cmm since acc to some sources they had an affair. SIGH.

anyway, we were like saying that we wuld bathe faster than each other, but i still won. HAH. so it disproves the stereotype that girls take much longer than guys in the bathroom.

ok after dat we went subway and i shuld totally work dere cuz the service was quite bad. and den walked arnd a bit and wait for puhui. she was late lah. ok so we bought stuff and shopping in a supermarket wif puhui is not easy.. lol.

after dat i was feeling tired, prolly from gym and walking, den took 22 and a loooongg walk to ahma's hse. aud was alrdy dere waiting for us.. so we started to bake.. i took charge of oreo and puhui brownies.. aud did the pounding and mixing wif a beater/blendingcuz she had a cut on her thumb.. yy? she went arnd with a video cam gg "STOP wat you're doing.. wait.. ok start" and she filmed stuff down.. quite fun lah.

everyone slowly streamed in, aaron+tristan, dar+nic, den yv. her bdae mah. aud tried to play movies to like keep her occupied but we do the card and cakes and stuff.. hmm, and i dint know dat finding nemo culd be so popular wif a bunch of 16 yr olds. but den again, dey are not a very normal sane bunch, so i guess anything is possible.

ok so we set the table, and i actually wanted yy's maid to join us. like she prepare everything den dont get to enjoy the food. very poor thing leh. oh well, but it wuld have been weird. I LOVED THE TEPPENYAKI. haha, like experimenting and chao-ing tunghoon beehoon and rice. lol. very FUN! den chucking all the stuff i cooked to nice and aaron.. and seriously i loved the smell of thue butter and i think i stomached alot of it.. dats why must go exercise liao. haha.

den we brought out the oreo cheesecake which was super nice and den celebrated her bdae.. everything starting from the teppenyaki was very "family" like aud said, which she must ahve enjoyed alot.. after dat we drew lots from Christmas gift exchange.. like did alot of times cuz someone would get their own name. at first i got darr and was rather satisfied cuz den i got zw help me think wat to get.. since cannot discuss.. haha.. but dat rnd someone got tehir own name so have to redraw lor. whether i got darr again is for me to know and for everyone to find out when the day comes. haha. AN EXCUSE FOR SHOPPING!! yay.

ok den we wanted to play monopoly but dint get to it. the clothes we bought for yv realli suited her i must say. ok den we went upstairs to yy's room to talk.. darren brought up dat he was alrdy thinking abt his future.. to me it is very ri.. cuz guess i always ting zw talk abt auyong and his other frens n how dey are charting a path for their future.. oh well.. i guess we have to respect this priority.. but many ppl have diff meanings and priorities in life.. and if you wanna force it on someone to chart out his'her own future.. i guess it's not fair.. like for me, i think i go for more untangible stuff, like friendship, love and happiness.. like i wun go charting my future and getting all worried and stuff and forgo my happiness. and since im a Christian, i believe in God's will for me and he has a perfect plan.. so i'll just pray b4 every decision and do my part as a student and all the other roles he has given me and He will do the rest.

yupp.. anyway yv's dad song us hui jia.. yv was suggesting slpover at darr's hse.. but i guess dats smth i disagree like her parents were alrdy on the way to fetch her home.. and she wants to slpover.. like very bad to her parents.. but diff jia got diff way of life so cant realli change or do anything.. just commenting lah. no offence.

ok dat was ystd.. wah super tiring but fun.. today was not bad too.. im glad im grownig closer to cell and usher ppl.. even tho i can onli click with certain ppl i guess.. like the girls in my cell, cant realli click wif dem.. like i get along better wif the guys and the leaders. like jess and sue. talking abt sue, BLACK PANTS! ahh. ok, i was supposed to borrown black pants from her. den ushering dont realli click wif the grace joanne ppl.. but more of the crazier ppl.. not many guys to speak off lah. haha.

we had early lunch so we dint have proper cell meeting so we sat at the kopitiam talking. and jo was gg on and on abt her katong laksa game. was just talking to jess and stuff, and den went to cell and played R-O-C-K rock.. haha. like the naming game where you have to name stuff in a theme. lol. quite fun, i was late for ushering cuz of dat.. heh.

ok acty i feel quite far away from God. sigh, like when i was worshipping, singing, my mind kept wandering to other stuffm worldly stuff. sigh, Christians reading this pray for me? oh ya, talking abt praying for, pray for my sis too, like she has some growth thing just pray it isnt cancerous or harmful.. thanky

ok so i screwed up and butchered my fringe a few days ago cuz i was bored.. cant stand it so i decided to try a new look.. den jerome had to go suan me.. hmph. he was like " wah your fringe shorter than mine leh" but he still said my hair was nice.. lol. i just tied it up.. haha. good thing cordi was dere to support me. lol. ushers had lunch and i shared dim sum wif jacq. den we headed for gm, got cake and celebrated for sheryl and tiffy. i have been eating stuff dat i am banned from but haiya, just pray and believe, tho not supposed to do dat but at least my mom sorta supported me today. acty wat's good and bad and right or wrong is kinda blur to me now.. OH WELL.

ok, usher retreat sounds like alot of FUN! and i realli need to get my spiritual life in check to need to go for some church event thing.. usher retreat! now im praying dat the boss of the work thing will allow leave.

10:13 p.m. - Friday, Nov. 24, 2006
the angler fish
one tree hill is super nice lah.. i watched like 3 episodes today or smth.. and cmm is shuai.. so is james laferty. hilarie burton and bethany joy lens are chio too.. and im starting to admit sophia bush is chio.. in some ways. ok, yupp. almost everyone in dere is gd looking..

anyway, after watching went out wif zw for a while so he culd show me his gradnite photos. from the photos, their's was like a lot crazier than ours i guess.. like all the crazy pozes, and seriously, from the photos, one might mistaken dat ri guys love the enoprint machine.. which is horribly untrue, is it?

anyway, he was saying he some of his frens think dat pea looks like one of his rugby frens.. lol. and me, being a nice person pearlyn disagree, only mebbe the face shape lah.. haha.

ok, so we wanted to go east coast BUT it rained again.. so ended up and parkway. ate taohuay as usualy.. mmm. and den just talked abt frens and stuff.. after dat headed home cause someone wanted to go for his precious run to bedok reservior =P

ohh, den when i got back, i watched animal planet.. i realised it was SUPER interesting.. dere was this show on the strangest and most extreme body part, and it was on the angler fish! dere's this fin like protrusion out of it's head which looks like a fishing rod+bait and it actually sits dere and 'fishes' for food! talk abt fish fishing. and another interesting fact.. it has weird bumps on it's body, but these bumps, are actually the male fishes bodies!!! the female is like 40 times larger than the male, so when it mates it secretes pheremones into the ocean so the tiny males come and bite her! and den dey fuse wif her skin and their blood streams like merge. o.O so freaky! plus animal planet's funny simulation.. "imagine you were a female angler fish.." haha.. you all shuld go watch animal planet.. it's intriging can.

8:31 p.m. - Thursday, Nov. 23, 2006
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slept at 1 ystd so was like super tired when i woke up this morning.. but nvm, still pulled myself outta bed cuz actually wanted to go gym wan, but den cancelled.. so i sat in front of my com.. played and finished my nrp report!

haha. was waiting for leanne to come over my hse to discuzz accessories and designs, and to bring one tree hill.. but she couldnt come out of her hse.. so i went over lor.. in btwn i was bored to tears.. tried to play my bro's new game, "audition SEA" budden cannot sign in.. =(

ok, so i went leanne's hse.. it's HUGE lah, new wan somemore have to wear slippers inside.. and she has her own pool lah..! even tho onli one member of her family knows how to swim.. lol. and now i guess we're gonna bug her to invite darren's frens to her housewarming/darren'sbdae party.. haha

anyway, her house decor was very woody.. yupp woody and very homey tradition.. her dining table got silver bell hor.. very you can imagine see in tv wan, but it was still very nice, like got roof and brick painted walls on the outside.. lol. just pitied her maid, have to clean such a beeg house. ok, shant criticize how maids are generally treated and stuff.. but dey are still like ppl just not as fortunate as us so we shuld do our best to give dem the life we have, altho they are here for work lah.. ok, shan't say anymore abt how i feel abt treating maids..

anyway, we sat in her breakfast room at her breakfast table.. ate some apple pie and had some funny ginko nut dessert. yay i like apple pie and ginko nuts! lol =) i just realised both were some kind my fave foods.. but i have many many fave foods.. and now im crazy abt tiramisu and cinnamon and sugar pretzels! but more tiramisu cuz im banned and chocs off limits, so is seafood and nuts =( the ban ends 1st wk of dec so someone must pei me go eat seafood platter (CALAMARI!), tiramisu at some nice lang man cafe and... aiya, think alrdy i'll say.

ok, where was i, ya, breakfast table.. we just sat dere and watched one tree hill, one episode.. and nathan (james laferty) in one tree hill is SUPER SUPER SWEET!!! i wuld love a husband liddat can.. -daydreams-

mmm, den we discussed designs and decided wad to buy tmr. talked abt stuff also.. leanne thinks darren is gd looking but dont realli think so, mebbe cuz ive known him for realli looonngg.. but i agree he's photogenic. but we both agree joel lau is shuai.

hmm, den she peied me walk to kebangan mrt, gd for her she can jian fei.. ahha, we were talking abt creepy guys who just approach any girls.. despo ppl. anyway when i got to kebangan i like whispered a short prayer saying i dont wan go home alone mebbe i'll meet aud dey all who were at job interviews and i received a call frm yuhui..

and as we were talking the train came and they were in the train! lol. so you yuan.. met dem like ystd too! haha.

yupp, decided to walk home so can jian fei lol, and i wasnt tired lah.. so i came home and found out my bro's new jersey is light blue! not very nice but adidas lah. and the design's quite nice.

dey're prolly meeting vs in semis cuz they're prolly gonna top their group and vs 2nd in the other group.. so im hoping to go support.. haha, not vs, shss! lol.

okie, jiu ci ting bi first

11:12 a.m. - Thursday, Nov. 23, 2006
22nov
finally.. after so much pain of finding a nice blog host and making my template work.. my blog is up.. haha.. but at least it occupied my time. tho i think 'wasted would be a better word.

okie i shall talk abt ystd den.. hmmm, was on the com in the morning i think.. den i went out to ps to meet zw. well, it was raining so he was stuck at heeren, and i was stuck at ps.. so wait lor. hah, i was in kinda bad mood cuz as usual, everything add up tgthr den bad mood lor. n i had nothing to do so walked arnd to gather inspiration for Christmas cards.. and i had been craving for cinnamonsugar pretzels from auntie annie's for the longest time.. so i bought one! haha, after dat mood swing to good liao i think.. lol. i think im gonna try making pretzels today, dont seem dat tough..

den we met aud yh yv as we were leaving.. and chatted abit lah. puhui wanna go acsi hor, wah seh. ok i just dont have a very good impression of that sch.. haha.

ok, so ystd was 22 nov and we made plans to go east coast to cycle.. but den, it had to rain. it most of the time rains when we wanna go east coast lah. oh well, but we still got on 36 hoping the rain wuld stop.. but it dint. so we went to the airport.. haha.

he showed me e food court/staff canteen or smth, and den we went viewing gallery to look at planes. haha, it was quite educational, for me dat is.. lol. den we just zou zou, took sky train. and they shuld make the sky train faster can.. haii, half the journey den slow down for the nxt station alrdy.. where got fun..

ok so we took mrt back.. well, even tho the little 'celebration' of nov 22 dint go as planned.. n we dint do much.. it was still nice. =)

10:51 a.m. - 2006-11-23
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